This is the fifth post I have started and I will probably delete this one as well. I can’t think of what to write. I am having doubts about my ability to produce something worth reading. I know that “this should be something I do for myself” blah blah blah. But if I wanted this to be just for me, why would I be writing on the internet? I enjoy the feedback I get from my readers. So in reality I am doing this more for you than for me.
That being said…are you going to get tired of hearing about Rocket all the time? I really worry about that. Do I want this to turn into a total mommy blog? I don’t know. But it kind of seems inevitable at the moment, as I am a new mom and that is what my entire life is right now.
What if I can’t think of anything witty or funny to say? Are you going to lose interest?
I want to make this a year where I really take the time to post thoughtful….well…posts. And already I am having a brain fart.
I hate to say it but, I need validation. I don’t know if it’s the large amounts of time I am spending with someone who gives me no feedback at this point, other than crying and shitting their pants (which occasionally works as feedback), but I guess I need to know that I still have the ability to communicate intelligently with the adult world. One can only speak in a high sing song voice and make up silly little songs for so long before they think, “Dear God, where did my brain go?”
Wow. I am rambling. See I can’t even write a coherent post. What am I going to do about this?
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